peace

Throughout this week as meantioned earlier today I have felt like I was on a rollarcoaster. I felt really excited about a possible new  job. I felt like everything was happening so perfectly and it would all come together so well. I told a handful of people and it I soon felt like my family and friends were cheering me on! That quickly turned to I dont want to let anyone down, now I have the weight of the world on my shoulders. The weight of the world happened when I got a call from my Mom last night exclaiming she wanted to treat us to dinner to celebrate a new job. A new job, wait... I havent been called to say it was mine... Also, theres a few snags in the road. Her responce was "I hope you didnt jepordize your current job". What are you seriously saying that? I think I need support not this! So my stress mounted that I was already feeling. Early this morning before going to sleep I decided that on Sunday during my meeting with the Bishop I would ask him for a blessing of comfort. But, today is a new day! I was talking to my 2 angels today, both of which always tell me the way it is, and I deeply respect them for that. They give me support, guidance, but still keep reality in me. This afternoon was my in-service meeting at work (monthly admin meeting) and my supervisor called the Executive Director in on the meeting. With all the changes at work the dept I work in has gotten put on the back burner so it was time to voice our concerns and try to enjoy my work again. The meeting was on 3 subjects, 1 of which was a bit intimidating (under appriciated). He stated that we are greatly appreciated and we are the hub of the building. I feel like issues might be getting resolved. My worry and stress has all been lifted. No matter the outcome of this new job, I am going to be ok.