Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Never stop dreaming

I read a post on Facebook the other day that got me thinking... It was something along the lines of being bigger than you are and having big goals. Then while driving into work and listening to the radio the DJ was talking about having big dreams and never stop dreaming. I used to dream, I had tons of dreams, and hopes. This past year we have had a lot of change and I have been so caught up in how things are right now instead of how I want things.

I have things that I am looking forward to this year and I know this year is going to be a big year for us, but I still feel like I have so much more to live for. The thing I am trying to figure out is how to go forward with some dreams. I feel like the past 6 months I have been in a slump I am trying to get out of. I have gotten so far into my slump that I do not know which way is the right way for my life, where do I go next...???

This year I have decided to look at my quality of life and my circle of friends. It may be a month late from the New Year, but I figure now is better than never. One thing I have looked forward to the most with living in Utah is being able to get to know family that I never really knew while growing up, or reconnecting with family I have not seen in years. I am going to strive to open myself and my schedule up to my friends and family. I want to enjoy more family time, and be able to see more of Utah and all of its wonderful state and national parks that are so close to us.

Even with spending more time with my family and with Will and Ariana I still feel like a part of me is missing. I feel like I have a purpose but I am not fulfilling my purpose. This year I am going to try and figure that out, and make that my dream and something to really strive to achieve. One thing that I will always be able to account for is my own dreams, now I just gotta figure out how to make those dreams and purpose of life happen.

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