Monday, May 21, 2012

Story called LIFE

No matter how hard life gets, how crummy people treat you, no matter their relation is to you, you gotta pick up the pieces shattered from your heart and go live life.... Yeah, thats pretty much my life lesson learned today. It sucks, it really does, to say bye to someone not knowing if there will ever be another hello, but hoping there might be, eventually... A person came into a family members life who has been trying from day 1 to tear a family apart. We had to say sorry, enough is enough, we can't do this immature game anymore. How much should a person take? We decided that no matter how much we love this person, you can only deal with so much before it is unhealty. Tough love maybe? So really, my question all day has been, is this the right choice? Will there be future contact? Will the person come around to realize how much hurt has been done over the past year? Can my relationship mend? My Dad's brother for some reason, no one really knows, decided to disown the family, and has never returned. I pray it will never be that way, but the future is unknown. I keep telling myself families are forever, that what is happening now is only temporary, but its still such a hard thing to grasp onto. But one thing is for sure..... I am moving, I am going to get a chance to start all over. And at this point, I desperatly am holding onto that fact!!! Praying, Will's mind does not change, certain things fall into place so we can move!!! New beginnings is exactly what I need at this point, oh, and a vacation!!! So, as I lay my head to sleep I am saying a prayer for my heart to heal, the move continues to fall into place, hearts can be changed, and praying tomorrow will be a new day! Good night May 21, 2012, you will be in my past, 1 page turned in my story called life.

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